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Motherhood

During time of conceived, there was mixture of happiness and worriedness, as we were not mentally and physically prepared. Expeditiously, nine month passed and delivered date was nearer and nears with full of thought “How baby will be born? Will he/she will be ok? What type of mother I will be?”      June 9, 2017 was new phase of my life toward mother wonder la la land, full of adventure & excruciation.  To be preciously, 9:36PM was ravishing moment, for the first time I heard the heartbeat of my little champ when he was placed  on the chest, for 30 minutes.     As I working mother, waking up at middle of night in half sleep, feeding baby and changing his diaper is another moment and challenging that every parent faced. Guilty of leaving him behind whole day and something weeks and weeks kills me every time. Fortunately, I would like to thank my mother and hubby for doing all those chores when I am away from him. Undoubtedly, within blink of my eye weekend passes smoothly

Depression

Internationally, rate of suicide increases every now and then. At least one case of suicide is reflected on daily newspaper irrespective of locally/globally. And most of the time, causes for suicide was often observers out of depression.  Recently social media was floated with death of popular singer Mr. Kim, South Korean from ShiNee music band. Even though his family didn’t allow for endoscopy but his death was assumed as suicide due to depression. Now real question is “What is depression, its cause and how to overcome?” From my opinion, depression is loneliness with full of sadness and generated from mismatch of our expectation with reality. Fortunately, this mantle disease is treatable & curable. During this phase, once must consult doctor, share with families and friend. Never stay alone, always make oneself engaged. Hope to write more next time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!